Life! Trying to comprehend what is the purpose of an utterly dull existence where no one sees or hears the good you do. The sacrifices you made, taken for mere chances of thirst to prove... the tears you shed, holding no value... The words you utter, making no effect.... It is truly a cruel way to live... In utter misery and utter loneliness... When no one really reaches out for you but expects the best of you when the times are dark... Happiness, the illusion, the silver lining, the mirage that I am after, eludes me as always.. yet the fortune hunter I am, I always endure the most excruciating pains the life sends me through... The hardest is not having anyone to talk to, not having anyone to see behind the veil and see the beautiful woman inside... to peel of these ugly layers of skin and for once see how I truly feel for a change....
I was born a sin eater... to eat away the sins of others... to have their burdens on my shoulders... regardless whether I can carry them or not... my endurance is quite irrelevant... because I, the sin eater never can be selfish.. it is not my right nor place to be... or to complain because the role of mine in this world is beyond anyone's understanding yet here I am hoping, that it would all end soon for me... where I can succumb to sleep and never open my eyes...to go back to where I originally came from.. to dust... to wind, to water... to earth and back to nothingness.......
