Run delilah run!

I feel like I M in one of those games where the screen moves and I have to race to keep up. At least in the game I could hit pause or when I die I will be given extra lives. Only if that can be applied to real life. I am certain that I would have exhausted my extra lives by now..

Trying to catch the last ray of light

If Nero could play his harp while all rome burnt down, why can't we just ignore all our problems and enjoy the last few hours we can breath freely before all hell breaks lose? Is there really any point worrying? Eventually it will be the same pit of misery no matter what we do.

It's not a nice feeling. It is just knowing eventuality is inevitable. We face it in the battlefield nevertheless even when we know the rays of light we see now are going to be the last.

Colorfully dull

True colors... even though you wish you could see the others for who they really are, u really don't want to. You are merely curious. You don't wanna know what the others have suffered or gone through in order to survive. You are just digging for dirt. That is what you mean when you wish that you could see their true colors.

Every breath an agony to endure
Each day an abyss to find the way
Each step a toture inevitable
What is the reason I have to go on?

The Bitch I've Become

I cannot believe the bitch I have become. Sarcasm becomes me now. People are afraid to reach me.. especially the women.. Well I don't mind that.. See what I am talking about!!! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE! It cannot be good, can it now?

It's all thanks to the bastards out there who used me when I was naive and innocent. I am not afraid to break hearts anymore, to smack anyone in the face or to give them the finger... and most importantly I have given up seeking approval. God! What a bitch!

May stayed out all night

Watch "Hello Hello - Jang Geun Suk 장근석 eng sub" on YouTube

Yes I admit I am a huge Korean drama fan and jang geun suk is one of the most talented actors  they are gifted with. A karate black belt holder, a great singer and an awesome actor. What more can you ask for?  My deepest apologies for my inability to embed the video via android,maybe there is a way. I shall Google it later. Hehe for now please enjoy.....

Reality vs. Editing

Watch "木蘭情 MV 孫燕姿 (官方版) Movie Hua Mulan Song Stefanie Sun" on YouTube

This happens to be one of my favorite movies of all time. How different it is from the cartoon we watched as kids. The heroic woman child we used to adore as children transforming in to a woman with emotions is something you shouldn't miss. This shows how bitter the reality truly is.... if you can spare the time please watch...