Harlot of the Decade

On a feathery bed I cry tears of crimson wrapped in loneliness
My faith questioned, my heart broken
Will I ever see the light of the day, a glimpse at least
So I may close my eyes for the last time

With duty I am bound, my heart still a renegade
My clipped wings lying next to me, I weep
Sorrow sits with me in silence its stare blank
Oh how i wish to close my eyes for the last time

Alone I am among all the riches, with the vanning moon
Struck in the face, unable to defend myself
My breathe suffocating me, poisoning the air i breathe
Oh how I wish to close my eyes for the last time

In this jeweled cage I stare out through the bars
Where mirth and frolic mock me knowing I am helpless
Someone please hold me, I am bleeding inside
Oh how I wish to close my eyes for the last time

I die a slow death in my own flesh in utter shame
A scarlet letter etched in to my skin
The town's harlot weeps tonight wanting to repent
Oh How I wish to close my eyes for the last time