The only resolution that I intend to make in 2019 is not to have any resolutions because I am not good at keeping them. AT ALL! Therefore resolutions and I have come to terms that neither of us will try to work on things that will never see the light of day.
2018 flew by in such a flurry, I still cannot believe it is over. Life has become stagnant and routine, even the most adrenaline inducing adventures I embark on has become rather dull. I understand it is because of who I am and what my brain does but sometimes I really do wish I could be like everyone else. Though I feel blessed to be born with such high brain function most of the time, I cannot deny sometimes I yearn to see the world like any other ordinary girl. I wish emotions would come easily and I do not have to pretend to have them whenever I am with the outside world. Am I broken or whole? I do not know.
2018 flew by in such a flurry, I still cannot believe it is over. Life has become stagnant and routine, even the most adrenaline inducing adventures I embark on has become rather dull. I understand it is because of who I am and what my brain does but sometimes I really do wish I could be like everyone else. Though I feel blessed to be born with such high brain function most of the time, I cannot deny sometimes I yearn to see the world like any other ordinary girl. I wish emotions would come easily and I do not have to pretend to have them whenever I am with the outside world. Am I broken or whole? I do not know.
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