Fight!!!!!!

FIGHT!!!!

I look in her eyes. They carry no remorse, no vengeance, no worries, no regrets, she just stares at me with her feeling less eyes. I got to take her down.. I have to win this fight, I simply have to, I cannot be defeated by a woman. I try to make fun of her big white hat in my mind, can she possibly see me with that stupid thing on her head?

All these just cross my mind in a fraction of a second...I have to take her off guard. Flying Kick, bet she didn't expect that.. she falls, the thud echoes through the dungeons.. I kick her in the ribs, once, twice, thrice. Pain!!!! yes that is what i am talking about baby, she groans but gets up briskly. I punch her in her face, blood splatters on my face, her pretty face is full of rage, cannot say that doesn't turn me on, I love a woman of spirit..

Consequences of distraction, she kicks me hard and I fall, fall, fall, and hit the cement floor with a heavy thud, she kicks my face, god.. you bitch!! i taste blood and my tongue feels funny.. I pull her right leg and she goes off balance. I get up, that's it you woman, you will suffer for this.. I kick her in the face, I lose count.I stop momentarily to catch my breath she just lies there.. The gong sounds,

End of Round 1, and I WIN..

Gong echoes, ROUND 2!!!!

I am panting and aching all over.. she is wiping blood off her face, her lower lip is swollen badly, and she has a black eye. Her left cheek is bloody.My boot must have caught her pretty hard. I smile to myself, some barbaric pleasure flows through my veins. OH MY GOD! she takes out her damned sword, I hate that F***** sword of hers. She is so swift with it, You gotta give her that. In a second she will slice me in to a million pieces, I hit her with a fire bolt, she staggers but does not fall, again and again I hit her with bolts. FINALLY, she falls, her sword flies off her hand, YEAHHHHHHHHH, I whoop inside my mind. I run to her and drag her to her feet and I punch her hard in her tummy, blood comes out of her lips, her eyes close.. Common, fight woman!!! I let go and she falls.... and doesnt make an attempt to get up..

The gong goes again,
I wipe sweat off my brows.

K O!!!! SUB ZERO WINS!!!!!!!!

I am sorry girl but only the strongest survive...

Either Way My Heart Will Break

The empty cradle sobs upon a wounded bruised womb

A colorless cloud floats away never to return too soon

The petals of a bud soaked in blood way before bloomed

A ruined dream, an echoing cry, a heartless tear doomed

Lifeless breath of unborn spirits buried among undead

Laughter of cruel men roam around, innocent fears unsaid

Delicate thoughts, craving smiles miserably alone in a bed

Done’s done, can’t undone, either way my heart will break

She is...

She who flickers in the dim candle light

She who dances in the angry flames of wildfire

She who dwells in the untainted drops of soothing rain

She who rages in the disastrous floods

She who runs in the blood of the victorious

She who is responsible for the fall of the empires

She who carries you, who carries your seed

She is your mother, sister, lover, and daughter

She is a WOMAN………

Death has come to take me

Darkness lingers shadows grin and whispers now it is time to depart

Death has arrived in his finest robes to take me to the nowhere land

Taking the first stride of the voyage I take his freezing withered hand

The reaper of death, take me to the land of dead through hot white sand

Misty it is the way we tread tonight hand in hand to the land of dead

My negligee of white flutter in wind slapping on my cheeks

A song of moan it chants wrapping around me its song of depart

The dark night swallows us at the end of the road lies the gate

Hoot the owls, howl the wolves sense they the fragrance of death in air

The waters flow in silence too scared to raise its head and gaze at death’s heir

I glance back at the world I am leaving, the world I liked the world I dwelled

Death kisses my lips I smile back at death he whispers it is time to say farewell

Clueless

Clueless, restless, shameless, faithless I roam

Crudely brutal guilt basking in glorious deceit

Ferocious vigor the desire is, nevertheless forlorn

Secluded gruesome thoughts wander undeceived

Swindled heart of mine, the choice of mine, forbidden decision

Plethora of tawdriness fused with lust morally repulsive

I scamper through head and empathy to unearth the solution

It is not difficult to stumble on it when it already has hit between the eyes

God was never here and devil is not here today yet me

Hidden in the shelter of lust the solemn love weeps

Fiend of faith I acquainted, hollow hopes I chased

Here I stand clueless, shameless faithless and LOVELESS

Eye to Eye

Naked in front of the world beneath the crucified Christ
Piercing wind blows like a thousand daggers and knives
Look up at Jesus; he’s got nothing to offer but his loincloth
Even for that he’s crucified, helpless, both, in front of the world whole

I walk back down the mount of doom leaving Christ alone
Spear of life held in my hand I wait for to be opened death’s door
Thunders roar, lightening feast still the wind one toneless song
A voyage awaits me at the edge of the world where the spirits are born

Eye to eye, heart to heart
Tonight along with the hell sent angels
Morn tonight, toast tonight
For the death of the fallen angel

Burned, bruised in a god-forsaken land here I am
Christ’s blood on my face flames rage in devil’s land
Crucifix sobs upside down through the fires I walk on hot white sand
Salvation awaits me in burning hell I walk to devil, love in my hand

Down that isle Lucifer waits to embrace me in flames to welcome me home
Shadows lurking in the darkness whisper of the door of death in forgotten dawn
Given me the liberty the god did not I am saved in the bosom of devil alone
Tonight I am ready to voyage through death beyond that forbidden door

Ugly Face of Truth

Lo and behold the ugly face of power to stop

Might to say no, wisdom to refuse, wit to not hope

The innate ability held within yet tempted to grope

Enticement in excitement to touch the nudity of mope

The tremendous force to set things right and smooth

And the ferocious desire of losing in ecstasy of doom

Behind the mask of insanity to proceed in waning gloom

Beyond the horizon of truth, reality, seed and the womb

The two faced being dwelling in the veins of the man

Whispers in the ear his decision the plan to clamp

The master of slave timidly obeys, a fact mildly amusing

Apprehension of losing, fear of denying in pretty beguiling

Will it ever dawn on man who holds the whip of power?

Disturbing and macabre as it sounds is it too sour?

The fine line between lingering and loitering is to say stop

Hold the hand out and scream out loud, see the difference for once

Victorious She Is

Flicker shall the yellow tongues of candles

Scary shall be the shadows that crawl

Sound of hounds dreary as night shudders

Middle of the star of devil lays the virgin alone

Milky white skin veiled in black she lies

Long mane of hers dark as night screams for life

Black robes at six points of the star chant slight

Emerge he shall to accept his virgin tonight

Rise from the fires born from the storms

Arise, arise the master of flames

Breathe through shadows, born from night

Arise, arise the prince of night

Her soul she gives the devil she serves

In her eyes burn empire of fire as open doors

On her lips he shall whisper her heart dead cold

Glorious he shall be in her body held close

One they shall be desires overwhelmed

Roar shall thunder storms shall swell

In her he shall feed at her will

Victorious he shall be in her screams

I Beg Thee

Tantalizing anonymity of unsolved murders

Residue of helpless ripped and battered lives

Sporadic relenting for money, a cherished fervor

Concealed in hoarse whispers of evil doers

I beg you to shut and shutter thy putrid souls

Thus contamination of innocent be ceased

Righting many a wrong, end this beastly feast

If you did not ask, then do not hope to receive

Is It Time to Let Go?

Coated with war paint ridiculed with hair spray

Stringing breath to breath with sheer torture and pain

Smoldering with each step and constant medications

Yet hiding the grisly truth of my weak existence

Bleeding, smothering, terrifying my loved ones with smiles

Striving of survival well palpable in my tired and weak eyes

Perversity of denial written on x-rays and prescriptions

Hidden in reticence I grieve, fear of leaving overwhelmed

Is it time for me to plan a graceful departure from what I’ve known?

Or should I collect and glue the pieces of life lying there weakly sprawled?

I ask of the unheeding breeze smitten with regret where should my soul go?

Overrated hypocrisy in words I seek not anymore but I am not yet ready to let go…

I matter in the end

My sanity vanished demons aroused

Black hole of lust awaken devastated

Wall of faith wanes before my eyes laden

Scream I, cry I, yet a prisoner I am of mortal fate

The veins do not comprehend what faith signifies

Blood in them know not the peril of lies

Choices inevitable, stare at me in the eyes

One chance to avoid another to jeopardize

Crossroads of life, which to choose I gather not

No stains on body yet heart disgustingly fraught

Give in to desires heart crave haughtily and bold

Life I live, choice of mine, future’s endangered walls

I choose, I choose, I look back, I look forth

Heart sighs, mind sobs, heart races against body loath

I need, I want, I love, I desire, I; one tremendous force

What matter is me, my choice, my life: I matter in the end

Black Hymn

Devastated we roamed pointless and aimless

Blind faith on an imaginary god heartless and mindless

Sabbath was just a veining day meaningless and tactless

We spent our lives away utterly disgusted and disappointed

Follow us to that darkest horizon where no blindness allowed

Shallow dreams of faith lies at feet in an ash mound

Burn thy soul and reborn to the new era of black hymns

Territory of night we shall reign left thy angels crying

Faith, leave it if thy heart is blind, destroy the fear for thy unknown god

Solace shall be found if thy heart is pure and no fear for a heartless god

Throw the book of crucifix in fire trust thy heart let it be thy lord

Saved be thee if the words thee utter carries no words from the book of unknown

We shed no blood, though in shadows we lurk night to night until the right time

No rage we know through shattered dreams chanting the eternal black hymn

Praise we do, cherish we shall, the hearts of ours that carries no lies

Kingdom of the darkness we know no fright we let no white doves die

Perished lives we had, condemned souls and exiled spirits we bore

Nights of endless prayers wasted away the unknown god turned a blind eye

Eternal suffering nights of tears, broken hearts with no solace just sobs and cries

Blurred vision deafening ears, the soft ranting of useless sermons dying

Through mist of dusk the murmur of the black hymn bore in deaf ears

Blurred vision created a kingdom on its own a land of pure bears no fears

One by one rose to join in robes of black singing the hymn of night

Know no fear carry no fear welcome the darkness and its darkest hymns

Angel of Death I am

Black rose of Eden I am

Thorn throne of Jesus I am

Hot surging blood in Judas’s veins I am

Hearken me mere mortal, angel of death I am

Eternal damnation in devil’s arms I am

Screaming voice of torture I am

Rotting flesh of the solitary corpse I am

Look in my flaming eyes, angel of death I am

Burn I with the desire for victorious doom

Devouring flames I embrace pains forgone

Fear the fear, feel thy fear nearby I loom

Salvation comes as me, angel of death I am

Moonlit night’s crudest shadow I am

Barks of hounds, howls of wolves I am

Whimper of helpless prey bleeding to death I am

Stab a knife through my heart, angel of death I am

Reaper of death with a double edged sickle I am

In a thunderstorm the raging seven seas I am

Lucifer’s bloody kisses on my lips his goon I am

Messenger of doomsday, angel of death I am

Cross the line of arch of death

Cross the line of arch of death

Catch your prey, slay if you may

Decide where lies your faith

Live a day or die if you may

Burn in desire, conquer the death

Be as it may, make your way

Forget the world, melt the wealth

Seek and crave, make your day

Thirst for blood, thirst for death

Immerse in the dark side of life

Ashes to ashes dust to dust

Choose over death and life

Release life unleash your breath

Float away, sway if you may

Torture your fears, remember how it felt

Make them pay, blood to spray

Plunge in to night fear no stealth

Be what you may show what you say

Have all lines held and dealt

Life is your play, feast away

You do not exist

We fight for the so called nobles in the holy land

While they rape and slaughter in the name of god

Beasts in feasts singing the hymns loftily half hearted

While we march and kill in their names for an unseen god

Once proud men greedily guzzle down their own urine

As if it were heaven sent ale cheated in the land of god

Misery and scorn our reward for not having an inkling

Of the much respected and expected fate in the hands of lord

Does god will these murders? Does he will this abuse?

Does he will this blood shed in his name in his holy land?

Does retribution wait at the pearly gates as mentioned in the book?

Does redemption wait after the mass slaughter and the bloodshed?

Heavenly revocation prominent among the residue of blasphemy

Caught in a blind haze we beg for mercy for our nobles’ demeanor

We ask forgiveness for the massacre of the innocence and pure

So the nobles can reach heaven and we can gratefully go to hell

I refuse to follow the church of god who endures this mounting death toll

I deny the nobles in white robes who preaches of god’s will for murder

Blissfully I remain where I stand in the land of atheists beyond that wall

I spit at the holy land and the face of god, IN MY LIFE YOU DO NOT EXIST!

The Daughter of Man

The daughter of man, the sweet indulgence, I am thy angelic reverence

Remedy to all thy woes, the irresistible demure of thine, ultimate salvation

The poison you gulp down without questioning, thy lasting perseverance

The beloved dusk, the ruthless dawn, I am the universal wonderment

Benignity in thy heart I am, the beguiling entrapment, the relentless stupor

Goodness in vengeance, the paragon of malignance, I am thy reaper

Redemption of humanity, I am the essence, the crimson tide in thy veins

Munificence in thee, the insolence, the nepotism, the one who reins

I am the daughter of the man, the seed, the vessel, I am thee………….

Wondrous, Ominous, Malevolent, Alluring, Numinous I am………..

WOMAN I am called……

And WOMAN I am……….

So I Screamed

Ghost of death has haunted me
The goons of god has tortured me
Heaven itself has slaughtered me
So I screamed......................
I moaned at night to heaven to shake
I sobbed at day to hell to break
Me and life both at stake
So I screamed...........................
I screamed yes I screamed
For hell's sake I screamed
I dreamed yes I dreamed
So far away it seemed
And I screamed......................
A writhing heart and a wounded soul
A broken life behind that boundary wall
In my heart no hopes born
So I screamed.........................
I want this torture to be ended
I want this nightmare to be ended
I want my life back once
I laden So I screamed............................
Yes I screamed...........................
So I screamed............................

Solution at hand

Isn’t it always darker than we think?

Isn’t it always thicker than we think?

Isn’t it always harder than we think?

Isn’t it always, I mean always the case?

Turn your head this way you see foes

Turn it other way it is full of woes

If you keep your head low for too long

You are about to crash in to trouble headlong

You smile they snarl that is perfectly ok

But if you snarl you are a prick you to be blamed

You act nice they act rude happens everyday

But if you are rude, we all know who to be blamed

Life is not what it seems it never was never will

Love equals hatred equation of life with daily bills

Take the easy way out use a condom, ring a bell?

You me he she it one being just different parts of hell

V gt Fkd

Grasp the bleak truth of facts, enshroud them in iniquity

Shamelessly grimace when questioned, the chosen festivity

Regrets in a secluded shrine only for the sake of cherished memories

And we dance vigorously merrily hand in hand around the fire of ignominy

We seek the handsome lies and enwrap them with glorious purity

Honor them with hoarded wealth, bestow at their feet stolen humanity

Manipulate our friends and eliminate our enemies with triumphant nudity

Bare and share the disgrace, toast for the elixir of the stolen solemnity

Flutter our eyes and flirt with fiend, finger the fanny of repulsive deceit

Embrace the demerit and kiss the feet of obscene parsimony and heists

Too arrogant to admit the imbecility and mistakes when rolling the dice

We sent a wreath for our own funeral and shed a tear for smite and blight

In other words my friends,

When we could have got laid, we chose to get fucked…….

Reek..

Fathomless lust of greedy men reeks in the forsaken land we dwell

Where profanity is the mother tongue, integrity is nowhere to be found

Sacred union of genders sold for coins, harlotry is safe and sound

Oblivious fools dig for gold where the humanity was slain and drowned

Yearning for miracles, praying down on knees with crucifixes around the neck

Perfectly contented, grappling with dignity, prying on neighbors’ lives

More naked than naked, swerving from reality to lies, imagination thrives

Cringing away from truth, certainty of a nation’s destruction in hands of thieves

Too engrossed in egotism, profundity lost in time, where does our path lead?

Pensive whispers hidden in the southern winds, is it too late to heed?

The land we dreamed of, dictating a new dimension, is it too much for our feet?

Regain the forgotten destiny, what we lived for, may the virtue of a new way be foreseen!

Pathetic Really

Cynics with their unsubstantial theories of life

Grimace cruelly while rambling utter nonsense

Noncommittal nods scrutinizing you from head to toe

Pretending they are victorious in their sedentary lives

Vapid existence of theirs offended and infuriated

Detached souls they bear with dissolved lack of life

Hate us curse us for they cannot live our lives

Potent apt impulsive with depthless life in our smiles

Their bitter truth miserably unveils at our presence

Devastation knits shrouds up around them, hearse at hand

We tread the greenery pasture of eternal glimmer

Too blinding for their critical eyes’ endurance

A hearty guffaw they are in our busy lively lives

Cheap imitation of life masking insipidity, they are

Underground Metal Circle, the congregation of day dream

Yet in justification of humanity and the wisdom it holds

Ladies and Gentlemen, please give it up for…..

Unsubtle Mongrel Cynics………………..